If it’s over, let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
I’m just a bird that’s already flown away

Laugh it off let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
Haven’t you heard that I’m gonna be okay

Hillary Duff@So Yesterday

kalo pernagh lagunya segh..pasti dikid banyak udagh ngerti kan maksudnya lyrics yang di atas. Yagh…semuanya menceritakan masa lalu yang tidak bisa di ulang kembali. Mungkin kita bertanya knapa? knapa koq gag bisa balik ke masa lalu? i barely ask the same question over and over again. Knapa Tuhan hanya menciptakan sesuatu yang ngak balance? kalo ada yin and yang which can represent good and bad or hot and cold why we cant go back while we can go further? Gw rasa kita semua pasti maw balik ke masa lalu…kalo loe bilang ngak maw itu namanya BULLSHIT..everyone can move on with their life of course but we somehow still rely on our past.

Andai semuanya bisa balik kaya dolo lage…andai semuanya bisa indah kaya masa2 dolo…andai semuanya bisa and bakal terus begitu pasti dunia ini bakal damai. Apa jadinya kalo itu semua gag bakal terjadi? gw sendiri udagh bisa nge-bayangi apa yg bakal terjadi…karena gw udagh melewati masa2 itu…
pedih, kesendirian, sakit hati, ditinggalkan….semua perasaan itu bercampur menjadi satu. Itu adalah masa2 yang paling sulit yang harus kita lewati. Tuhan menciptakan semuanya Indah dan apa adanya…Itu semua hanya permainan waktu karena waktu terus berjalan…

Thank God for giving me an opportunity to have a wonderful past
Thank God for creating a path where everyone will never go back ever
Thanks to anyone who had created this life time where there is actually hour, minute, and second..where I keep on counting those times from day to day..
Thank God for giving me reasons of why I should not go back to the past
Thank God for every change you have made to me
Thanks to everyone who has changed already….just BE PROUD of yourself….

Yagh…semuanya gag bakal selalu sama.and.bagi gw semuanya udagh lewat semuanya udagh berubah and i will never ever in whatever way go back to that condition.Tapi kalo ada kesempatan buad balik ke masa2 dolo lage…gw juga bakal mikir2 lage koq:p ngak semua masa lalu gw indah…kalo gw bilang malah banyak conflict and I certainly hate those conflicts and sort.

Finally, I just wanna say thanks to my best friends ever should i dont mention the names you guys know already. If there is one thing that will never change in this world, that is BEST FRIEND. Thanks for supporting me all the times almost 24/7, you guys the best. Buad semua yang laen yang NGAK seperti dolo lage…I just wanna say thanks to you guys, cozzz if you dont change then today wont be existed rite.. To be honest I dont afraid of your changes, but people surround you do afraid. It’s all your decision, once has been made you should not look back.

Cheerzzz,
PeteRPaGe~CheeZZy.NET

Cape…cuma kata itu yang terlintas di pikiran gw pas gw nulis entry kali ini. Knapa? awalnya gw pikir hari ini bakal jadi hari yang santai cozz cuma 2 subjects and they are all lab sessions tapi gag tawnya cukup menyita banyak energy juga. File and Database segh bener2 nice subject to learn yagh trus networking juga subject yang worthed buad di pelajari menurut gw secara gw tadi gag bisa connect 2 PCs ke 1 router. Gag ngerti napa padahal IP udagh di setting and logically segh harusnya jalan gag ngerti napa sampe sekarang udagh di ‘oprek-oprek’ masi gag jalan juga…hahaha udgahlagh yagh…

Pas pagi2 tadi bangun jem 1/2 7an semped blajar 1 cool effect dari orangedan.net…hehehe setelah gw berhasil berenti frame per frame…rencananya negh effect bakalan gw pake pas intro buad multimedia project. Cuma gradasi warnanya tadi masi rada ngaco jadinya pas di play there is something wrong. Trus frame speednya pas effect brightness ketiga juga masi ngaco jadi kesannya rada overlap yang kedua soalnya frame speednya lebi tinggi. Mudagh2an segh minggu malem udagh bener2 bisa negh effect…harus degh maw gag maw:p ganbatte:p

Abis all sessions finished tadi gw attended 1st Kick-Off meeting CIA. Banyak bener yang join semester ini cuma yagh gag taw yagh pada betah ngak. Kita segh harapannya pada daped apa yang mereka incer pas mereka join CIA. Tadi semped rada hectic juga pas udagh masuk Movie Showing soalnya new members banyak yang kepentok maw pulang, emang segh udgah rada sore geto yagh trus maybe it’s kinda boring stuff soalnya filmnya 2 hours long jadi yagh mungkin karena udagh cape trus di hajar film 2 jem yagh jadi pada lemes and prefer going home as soon as possible. Yagh gw sendiri pas film-nya setengah jalan udgah rada ngantuq karena emang this is one tiring day buad gw… I learned a lot of new things especially about database, multimedia, and also networking…hopefully this can be useful for me….hahaha..

Oh iyagh buad Dennis, Jan, ama Glen and also Yoan please don’t tell anyone about this dream I had last night it’s kinda silly to tell to someone else:p hahaha…besides the third parties may realize:p hehehehe….keep it a secret yagh guys

Cheeerzzzz,
PeteRPaGe~CheeZZy.NET

well, FYI this is my second entry on my new blog…kelihatannya rajin geto yagh bikin2 entry awal2 yagh mumpung blom numpuk semua project gw dll jadinya gw semped2in degh nulis ini entry…

Rada siang tadi gw recevied SMS dari Natzh..dia bilang batal ke PS-nya karena sopirnya dipake and gag ada yang anterin, hikzzzz sedigh awalnya. Cuma the next minutes, She sent me SMS again saying she is going to make it:p hahaha…jadinya seneng lage degh. Jalan2 di PS makan2 barenk trus having ice cream at the tea time as a dessert…it is so relaxing:p The next thing around my mind is this project management assignment to be submitted tomorrow…

Arrived around 6 o’clock di rumagh Dennis cari bahan bentar trus langsung kerjain essay PM ini….3 project constrains: Cost, Time, and Performance (CTP). Projectnya segh tentang Mobile Virtual Network Operator (MVNO) integration between Esia-Starone geto. Bagi yang minad ama telecommuncation field baca degh:p lumayan menarik cuma artikelnya gag banyak kalo maw baca tentang technical problemnya:p Yagh ngetik2 bentar geto terus blank berenti di paragraph 3 pas udagh kerjain constrains-nya. Trus Dennis lanjutin degh, while i was checking his proposal for multimedia to be handed tomorrow:p his idea is basically the same, we are planning to create this interactive catalog as our final project. Trus si Herman dkk pada ngajakin makan barenk geto di Pak-Un..

Pas sampe disana..I was kinda blind becozz there were so crowded fully loaded by new batch students mostly major in CS. hehehe..pas maw bayar it’s kinda hectic soalnya pada bayar pake duid gede semua edan…jadinya pada gag ada kembali geto susagh juga yagh tempad makannya kecil geto 3 orang bayar pake duid 50k…yagh kesian segh yg jual…Akhirnya kita memutuskan untuk pake cara gampang kumpulin duid thoroughly dari one person to another…diitung2 eh duidnya sisa 5rebu? darimanakah duid itu? cuma gw yang taw :p hahahaha…

Dah ah cape dah malem sampe jem 10 tadi abis beresin assignment PM gag taw hasilnya gemana tapi lage di Check ulang ama kur2 gw rasa:p hehehe…gud luk bad bsok, mudagh2an gag telad pas Multimedia:p ok:p

Cheerrzz,
PeteRPaGe~CheeZZy.NET

Hi all,

This is my first post on the new blog. I dont have any idea what to write actually coz this is so sudden I mean I just have the idea to create this blog and post it as fast as it takes:p sebenernya gw biasa nulis blog di MSN using my MSN spaces. Pertamanya gw pikir disini bakal beda dari blog yg laen secara dikid juga anak indo yg pake My MSN Spaces, yang paling banyak segh pake friendster blog. Setelah pake My MSN space segh sebenernya gag ada masalah cuma yagh berhubung susagh connectnya ke sana…and harus pake IE cozzz kalo pake browser laen ada beberapa menu yang gag muncul geto jadinya kalo maw isi entry duh bawaannya males edan. Cuma gw gag taw degh kalo pake friendster blog susagh gag updatenya.

Mengenai blog segh, gw demen baca blog orang especially when they talk about their life. Bukannya gw ‘kepo’ ato apa pengen taw masalah orang cuma gw emang orangnya demen kalo baca pengalaman hidup orang laen. I remember I talked to yoan till 5′oclock in the morning over a telephone call talking this sort of personal stuff. Yea..we spent around 6 hours on the telephone line. Yagh…kalo ada yg sharing2 segh gw demen aja cozz for me that sort of stuff tuh bisa bantu gw buad jalanin hidup. Learn from others maybe that’s one of the keys to success. Yagh…gw cuma maw bilang aja gw basically demen baca blog orang karena emang kalo blog kayanya more or less pasti bicarain personal matter of that particular writer rite…kalo ngak segh gw rasa itu bukan blog yagh kan? logikaa aja degh:P

I think that’s all for my first entry and for now on I’m goin to use this blog to write anything as I’ve said on my first entry on my previous blog ‘this blog is daily dairy for me’ hehehe….I hope anyone can read it and dont forget to put some comments:p

oh iyagh ini url kalo pada maw ke blog gw yg lama tapi kayanya gag bakal gw update lage lets see…http://petermaidenblog.spaces.live.com

Cheerzz,
PeteRPaGe~CheeZZy.NET